I haven't been this frantic in some time. I am upset to the point that I'm snippy, so please forgive me if I'm petulant and critical. I was quite rude to someone today. I asked for forgiveness. I won't blame the person if she doesn't forgive me.
My son came over. I cried to him about Sam. We talked for quite a while and ate supper together.
This photo was taken when Sam could see. He's blind now, and out in the big world on his own.
David and Carol live in the Kingston/Canal/Huron streets area of Jacksonville, Florida. Sam's return would mean the world to them, and the rest of their family. It would be a relief to me, too.
I can't go to a doctor for now (a mistake with my insurance), but I feel my medication needs to be updated. My nerves are jangly, and I lose my temper easily. I started having increased panic attacks even before Sam disappeared.
I might have to take a blog break. I'm not sure how much time I need. However, I'm still able to edit, so if you need an editor, you can get in touch with me at dumpedfirstwife@gmail.com. You can use the same address to contact me if you have information about Sam.
Thank you for your kind comments, thoughts, and prayers. I will let you know immediately if we find him.
Poor Blog Child Rachel has a bad cold. She says she has gross things in her nose. I asked if she could take a photo. It might distract me.
Infinities of love,
Janie Junebug
I'm still sending positive thoughts for Sam to reunite with his family!!
ReplyDeleteThank you. You're the best--always.
DeleteSorry things as so off balance. Go ahead and take a break! Take care of YOU!! I hope they find Sam.
ReplyDeleteI'm taking a break. It was nice to have my son here last night. I used the last of the dog food this evening. My son was kind enough to go out to buy a huge bag that will last us for months.
DeleteOh, dear. I hope Sam is found safe and sound. And I hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteSometimes everything is just too sad. Hugs to you.
Yes, it's sad. I'm carrying on the best I can. I'm not pleasant company, but my son is good to me.
DeletePraying for Sam's safe return... and for you to feel better...
ReplyDeleteThank you, Michele.
DeleteHope you feel better soon, Janie. Try to take some time each day, just for you. Do something nice for yourself. It is hard when the nerves are a little off balance but just 20-30 minutes of doing something for yourself can have a positive effect. Take care. I'm sending prayers through the ether for Sam and his family too.
ReplyDeletePraying always relaxes me and helps me feel better. I know God is with little Sam.
DeleteC'mon, Sam, please find your way home. My hopes are with you and the family.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Pickleope.
DeleteTake it easy love.
ReplyDeleteThat brought tears to my eyes because it's so nice to have you back.
DeleteKeep ya chin up Miss Junebug. I hope they get the insurance snafu cleared and you get some help. When doctors go on strike, the death rate goes down. So no help may be a blessing in disguise.
ReplyDeleteI am very sorry about the dog. It is horrible not knowing. They are like missing children.
The comment about doctors going on strike made me smile. If doctors go on strike, then nurses take over. That's why the death rate plunges.
DeleteOh, Sammie! I just prayed and will do it some more.
ReplyDeleteThank you, sweet Vebbie.
DeleteHi Janie - sounds very sad ... I do hope he turns up safely - with thoughts - Hilary
ReplyDeleteI hope he is found nothing scarier than part of your family gone missing.
ReplyDeleteHe's so sweet and loving.
DeleteOh I'm so so sorry to hear this. I lost a pup up in the canyon and she was lost up in a snow storm for 3 nights and 4 days. We had posters up everywhere and some hikers heard her barking, rescued her and called me. That entire week I was a total wreck. If someone looked at me sideways I'd burst into tears. I'll pray sweet little Sam gets home soon. Don't lose hope!
ReplyDeleteI refuse to lose hope.
DeletePoor old Sam. I hope he is found, safe and sound, soon.
ReplyDeleteYes. We all want him home.
DeleteI'm thinking good thoughts about Sam getting home. I would be horribly upset if my dog got out and didn't come back.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much.
DeleteIt's still possible that Sam will come home. I haven't given up yet.
ReplyDeleteI got Harper back from Green Cove Springs, which is more than an hour away in a different county. That was a few years ago, and he's since passed away. But I had more years with him because kind people helped me get him home.
DeleteOh dear..I hope Sam will be OK and maybe a passerby has taken him in. I feel bad for you that you have to wait before you can see your Dr. I find that is so wrong and wish you had health care like we do. Regardless, you need to do what is good for you so if that means a blog break, we will miss you but I know we will all understand
ReplyDeleteI think his only hope for survival now is if someone picked him up and is caring for him. My insurance situation is improving, as am I.
DeleteOh this breaks my heart. Poor baby. I hope he is found safely. I'm so sorry this is happening and that you are struggling. Take care.
ReplyDeleteThank you. You're sweet.
DeleteI hope he is found safely; this breaks my heart too. I hope you feel better as well. Prayers and thoughts are with all of you.
ReplyDeleteI'm a bit better, but I get aches and pains so easily. I think it's because I don't get enough exercise. I know you care about Sam, and I appreciate it.
DeleteHe's blind now, and out in the big world on his own... I don't now what to say, Janie.
ReplyDeleteI spoke to Carol on Friday. At this point we think he probably found a spot where he wanted to die, unless someone who doesn't know where he lives took him in.
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